Shitty night but sometimes conversations with complete strangers make up for what your so-called friends can't give you. I saw this and this put a smile on my face so I thought I'd share.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

It's stupid to be disappointed in things that you can't control and wish for more than you have, because it doesn't change anything.

Anywho. Enough Moodiness. It's not like I'm not going to have what I want exactly, just won't be tonight lol.

100 THINGS.... repost this with your answers:

1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Kranz and Mrs. Nadel
2* Last word you said: no idea
3* Last song you sang/listened to: man i haven't sang anything today *turns on winamp* 3 Doors Down - So I need you
4* Last person you hugged: Mommy
5* Last thing you laughed at: something Andrew said
6* Last time you said I dont remember: lol right now
7* Last time you cried: a couple nights ago

where's 8?

9* What color socks are you wearing: none
10* What's under your bed: too much crap
11* What time did you wake up today: 7:30 AM
12* Current taste: Lean Cusine
13* Current hair: long and straight
15* Current annoyance: being stuck at home when I could be out
16* Current longing: oi
17* Current desktop background: its blue with a gold star and says I'm a Star
18* Current worry: school next week, packing
19* Current hate: nothing
20* Current favorite article of clothing: long brown orange skirt
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes and hands
22* Last CD that you listened to: Eyal Golan - so sexy
23* Favorite place to be: anywhere doing stuff with people
24* Least favorite place: the doctors
25* Time you wake up in the morning: if i have work or school im up by 7 or 8 AM, sometimes 9 ... otherwise i can sleep til 2 or 3 in the afternoon
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: sax
27* Favorite color: purple
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: yup
29* How tall are you: 5"2
30* Current favorite word/saying: ...

31* Favorite book: anything Diana Palmer
32* Favorite season: fall
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: I guess my old best friend cuz we were best friends from 5th grade til like senior year

*FUTURE*

35* Where do you want to go for college? where do I want to go - I go where I want to go, UMBC baby :o)
36* What is your career going to be like: something with kids - counseling or such
37* How many kids do you want: 2 or 3

*HAVE YOU EVER...*

39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yup
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: nope
41* Been to New York: yes
42* Been to Florida: yep
43* Been to California: not yet
44* Been to Hawaii: one day
45* Been to Mexico: nopee
46* Been to China: nopers
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: maybe?

*RANDOM*

52* Do you have a crush on someone: yep

53* What book are you reading now? flipping through books that Jaz gave me, havent chose one yet to read lol
54* Worst feeling in the world: being alone...
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: fuck this I'm going back to sleep
56* How many rings before you answer: two
57* Future daughter's name: Isabella

58* Future son's name: Nicholas

59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
60* If you could have any job you wanted: child psychologist, writing romance novels on side
61* Wish you were here: israel
62* College plans: to graduate in the next two years
63* Piercings: 1 in each ear

*THE EXTRA STUFF*

64* Do you do drugs: no way
65* Do you drink: sometimes, not to excess
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: garnier

68* What are you most scared of: being alone
69* What clothes do you sleep in: sweats and cami
70* Who is the last person that called you: Jon
71* Where do you want to get married: brookside gardens
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: be more confident in myself
73* Who do you really hate: hypocrites
74* Been In Love: yes
75* Are you timely or always late: always late - I run on Jewish Standard Time :o)
76* Do you have a job: yep
77* Do you like being around people:yes
78* Best feeling in the world: feeling loved and being with people who love you/you love
79* Are you for world peace: arent most?
80* Are you a health freak: sort of
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: not really...im
82* Do you want someone you don't have? ugh unfortunatly
83* Are you lonely right now: a little
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: yeah
85* Do you want to get married: yea
86* Do you want kids? 2 or 3

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

87* Cried: nope
88* Bought Something: starbucks hehe
89* Gotten Sick: nope
90* Sang: of course
91* Said I Love You: yep
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yeah
93* Met Someone: kinda
94* Moved on: nope
95* Talked To Someone: um yeah
96* Had A Serious Talk: kinda
97* Missed Someone: oh yes
98* Hugged Someone: lol yeah
99* Yelled at Someone: yup
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yes

He may be a brick....

He may annoy me time to time...and drive me crazy, be a little insensitive...

But in the end...

I wouldn't want him any other way...

Well maybe as mine ... but one day at a time.

New layout :o) I <3 Fall out Boy lol

Questions of the day: Is love really love if only one of you believes in it? Can you have more than one soulmate? Is it better to walk away from someone and avoid the hurt, or stay and fight for what you want, even if it's something you still may not get in the end [and either way you're still going to end up hurt]? Is it worth it to fight for a friendship when only one person is putting in the effort? What do you do when the two people who promised that they were your best friends are too busy to even talk to you?